LAME

I'm am loving the optimism and openness for new experiences that is coming back to this blog.

Objection has ended one relationship but still looks forward to bad dates and silly men that may or may not come into her life. I"m wondering if she'll once again try to make a "match" of it...

and RD! Two voice messages coming right after a CONFRONTATION. Blows my mind! Soon RD will call this gal from sunny florida (hopefully before GAMEDAY begins) and give her all the scoop.

And now me. If you read this blog often, you may have noticed that I did not update you all on the party last Sunday. In fact, I haven't blogged much in over a week. So I will apologize right now and hopefully be better at blogging from now on. I've actually not had a lot to blog about. The funk prior to the party lingered on...I didn't meet any one at the party...and it was my own fault. There were plenty of single men. But what did I do? I sat in a corner at a table talking to people I already knew...L.A.M.E.

And actually it would have been okay had I woken up Monday morning and the funk was over. BUT NO.

Tuesday I perked up a little when a really good looking man at a meeting (married unfortunately, but eye candy nonetheless) responded to my dress code question with "the shorter the better".

But it took til yesterday for me to FINALLY shake off the funk and become once again a women open to flirtation and lingering glances. Yesterday, at the golf tournament.

Yes readers, i have become one of THOSE women. The kind that aren't happy and do not feel good about themselves and go into a"funk" when they have not received positive male appreciation and/or attention..in what amounted for me about two days.

Ridiculous. When did I become this woman? Have I always been this way?

This is not a pleasant realization.