back and ready for
nothing. which is crazily true. the last month or two i have battled with the fact that while i meet men consistently and go out on (what I consider) plenty of dates...nothing stirs any excitement within me. sometimes i'm even annoyed with the fact i have a date. the thought of getting "pretty" and making small talk or even feigning concern over their lives seems like too much effort. i remember the days of moving heaven and earth to open my schedule in the hopes that just maybe a boy would call...i miss those days.
so three theories have been flying through my head:
1. i haven't met anyone who makes me feel giddy or takes over my thoughts.
2. i have met people who would/should make me feel something but i'm so jaded and damaged i refuse to allow myself to feel anything.
3. i have so much going on with myself, and feel completely unsettled and at times out of control with the path my life is taking that i have no urge or inclination to be bothered caring for anyone in a romantic sense or complicating my life with that drivel.
posted by romance junkie @ Monday, November 13, 2006
3 Comments:
Personally, I believe you should choose Door #1.
Door #2 and Door #3 sound like a bout of insecurity again... why go there? If you don't believe in yourself, why should someone else?
I am quite sure the answer is #1.
Honestly? It sounds like you might be a little depressed. I was like that after my break up with my ex. I just dreaded dates and going out. I had no desire to make the effrort and all I wanted to do was stay in. Maybe you're just in a dating rut?
RJ, I can totally relate to how you are feeling. For me I'm mostly not looking due to my impending move and bad ending to my last relationship. There's a time for everything - before you know it you will be flooded by interesting, cute, intoxicating boys.
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